Years later it still hurts

Today I was able to bring myself to the prayer I wrote in my prayer journal before we had to put our dog Belle down. I was 23 when I wrote this and was never able to bring myself to read it until now, years later. Two days after I wrote this we put her down. She was my childhood dog and my only consistent best friend my whole life as I was a military brat and we moved every few years. I am an only child as well, so she was like a little sister to me. Years later it still hurts and reading this hit so hard 😔 RIP baby Belle 🪽still praying for you and hoping to see you again some day 🤍