How to deal with being ugly

I obviously know Jesus does not care about how I look. Which is what everyone tries to say when I complain about my looks and it’s just very annoying. I’m not vain or anything, but god said to be fruitful and multiply and it is better to marry than to burn with passion and I’m struggling with that. I don’t know how I’m supposed to get married if I’m so unattractive, it just makes me feel so worthless in that context and I want a family so bad. And I don’t even know if I’m ugly, I have serious body dysmoripha. And I have a specific way I want my husband which can be simplified in one word as well as someone who is a godly man, and even thinking of having anything else wants makes me breakdown so bad. How do I cope with this, did god punish me with a bad face? Am I not supposed to be married?