Ex slandering me for three years.

My ex has been stalking me online and spreading rumors to all my friends and family. They believe her and its ruining my life. I’m not this horrible person she’s saying I am, she loves watching me suffer. I’ve tried defending myself and no one believes me. My family has disowned me and my friends have cut me off. People in public are starting to notice me and harrasing me. I dont understand why she won’t just leave me alone it’s been three years since I broke up with her. I just want to live a normal life and be loved and appreciated but her rumors have ruined my life. No one wants to interact with me and it’s driving me to thoughts of suicide. I don’t have health insurance so I can’t seek professional help. Please pray that God opens people’s eyes. I don’t wanna be painted as this abusive monster anymore. I’m a good person with a good heart and I would never do the things she claims I did. I feel so alone and I just want to end it all.