I’ve never felt so alone please pray for me

It’s been an awful year, I lost my best friend to cancer, relapsed over it and went to treatment and when I got out the person who I thought was my other best friend stopped talking to me because of my relapse, even though it was only a week long and I told her and immediately went to treatment but that’s another story… I was sober for awhile out of treatment but felt so alone I ended up relapsing again and now I want to stop so bad and make new friends but it’s been hard, I’ve been praying to Jesus to give me the strength to stop