Why do I feel like I’m taking advantage of God’s Grace?

I always feel like i could’ve resisted temptation, but i did it anyway, thinking to myself that I know I am and will be forgiven resulting in an alarming lack of guilt.

I don’t know how to fully explain it but that’s the whole consensus. Technically I am taking advantage of God’s grace. But I don’t want to. And I k ow it’s wrong so that’s conviction, but i do it anyway because “i can’t resist”

Please help 🙁