I Need help,

I’ve really been struggling in my faith, I don’t exactly know why, it started like 11 days ago, I was fearful that day, and procrastinated sending a message about my faith, I also told a lie and asked for forgiveness but still felt condemnation so i felt had to text my dad about my faith and the lie, after that, the next day I think, I prayed 4 hours unintentionally because I got stuck repeating the same words. it all went downhill from there, now I feel like my heart is hardened slightly and im losing faith. I need some help, anything that y’all can do or tell me, please