Prayer for my health

I 28 female am in desperate need of strength and a miracle. A few years ago I became completely bedridden and I have lost about all functions. I have very severe ME/CFS and there is no cure. I live in a dark silent room all day being fed through a tube. I have faced many challenges and I believe I am put here to help pave the way forward for those coming after me facing the same illness. Nobody in our local health care system seem to know what they are doing, and I constantly hear “we don’t know what to do we have never had anyone this sick before”. I know I am a lesson for both me and those around me. God never gives us more than we can handle, but now I desperately want to have my own life.

God has kept me strong, but I am feeling like I am losing out on life. I am missing out on my nieces and nephew being born, and their milestones. On my friends getting married, and having children. I also want to one day be able to meet somone, get married and have children.

I have always been very positive that I will recover, however this past year I’ve been getting worse and worse, and everything we’ve tried have only resulted in detoriation, so I’ve found myself losing hope that I will. I want to be able to eat, walk and enjoy my life again.

I strongly believe there is strength in numbers, so please help pray for my recovery.