Help comming back to Christ.

I want to come back to Christ. The last days are currently being good… New job, great notes on my course, etc. But I struggle to come back to Christ. I need a community, but it is so hard to go to church. I love to learn, and I need this kind of community, but churches here (in Portugal) don’t seem to focus much on that. I need some sort of place where I can learn the bible and have discussions about it; this will help me seek more Christ. Someone help me, please, it feels so bad to have a great study bible standing at my desk without being opened daily…