Being celibate is making me gay again…even gayer than before

I’ve been celibate for two years minus a slip up last august . HOWEVER I’m a “former” lesbian andddd I was touched as a kid I’m guessing that how it all started because I was into females every since I liked anyone age 6-25 then I asked God to help me get rid of the so called sin and I felt delivered. I prayed and meditates etc etc I(I forced a loss of virginity at 25 to seal the deal REGRET IT but hey ) so I started dating guys to feel ….straight…guys were just horny individuals so I stopped!… and now this stop is just making me gawk and want females ALOT I’m extra attracted ..seems a bit unhealthy . Don’t know how to control the lust. Don’t want to just go screw a guy to ungay. But being this lustful over females is getting deeper and deeper

HELP