Dealing with hardships

Hey guys, I’m just so upset because this whole week has been hard on me. My brother got mad at me and yelled at me so much I had to block him. I was crying and hyperventilating so much too because of trauma. It’s a long story but I had to protect my peace for a second and working on forgiving. And yesterday I hear news that my ex who broke up with me 4 months ago has moved on and of course me still having feelings and wondering if he ever thinks of me like I think of him I got upset and cried. Fast forward to today I get a random message from him (we haven’t spoke in 3 months since I’ve apologized on my behalf) and he asks if I went to a concert I had mentioned to him and I said “I was thinking about it but no” and he said “well I did😂” and sent 2 videos and 1 picture of him and another girl all up on each other. I tried my best to handle this biblically so all I did was block him because repaying evil for evil just isn’t it yk. Thankfully I have a friend who let me vent as much as I needed and took me to an amusement park so I had fun but it’s kinda still upsetting when the feelings linger. I’ve prayed and ik Christ will make my paths straight, I just ask for a quick prayer from you all and maybe some advice? Ik that was very low of him but I do forgive him, I don’t wanna be mad, and ik what we had ended very toxic but i apologized and I got not much back. So please I would love some advice