Depressed from being alone

Being a true Christian in this world is supposed to be hard. I know this, but it doesn’t make it any less lonely. I just got kicked from two Discord servers for not believing like they do. I wasn’t even there to talk doctrine. I didn’t care what denomination they were. I just wanted to find people to play games with that wouldn’t say depraved things for no reason. But I was put in a position where I was outed and forced to explain myself.

I wanted to promote my own server at a church event, but the staff wouldn’t let me for security reasons.

Not having friends my age (25), is really starting to be a burden on my soul. I’m an introvert, but it’s not that I don’t want to talk. I’ve been living in a status quo loop for years, and the loneliness is really starting to hurt, physically and mentally. It’s like I don’t fit in anywhere. And my church doesn’t have young people in it.