Does God love me?

For Context:
I identify as gender non-binary and am Bisexual. Im currently in a relationship with a boy my age and recently, an elder relative told me i live sinful and that i’ll go to hell since i left god behind and he hates me.
Now im insecure and wanted to ask here.
PS: Sorry for any grammar mistakes, im from germany
PPS: He also said, on another occasion, that im sinful for wearing girls/feminine clothes being with an atheist.