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Help me
Everyday has been the same I wake up and read I cry so much and my health has went below literally my stress and anxiety has reached a point where my stomach clinches and I feel sick
I have sleeping disorders and everything is painful
Reasons the bible and following GOD with ocd
I feel so incomplete I pray every few minutes and I carry a bible every day with me
I read and forget the bible with info overload and I’m like a robot trying to be perfect [I don’t eat unless I read
I go hours without eating or drinking because I feel like I don’t deserve it
I’ve never been like this I feel like I’m trying to 100% life
I keep failing and life feels terrible I stopped watching tv and games because I feel like I’m sinning I cut off ties with people and friends
I’m so lost and I want out
I’ve never really been depressed nor like this when I took Christianity serious I started to loose my health im not saying I’m quitting that’s impossible but what I’m saying is I need help
Reading is hard because I don’t really take breaks
My doctor literally today just said go outside more and I feel better because I can finally go to a gym or go outside and play I’m young btw and before this I wasn’t allowed outside
I wish yall could meet me
I don’t well do anything all day besides read and pray and literally eat and bathroom breaks
And that’s no joke maybe I’ll walk around the house or rarely I will play or watch bible vids
I feel like GOD will be angry sorta not really
Just know having the feeling that I could be sinning without knowing scares me
I’m afraid of sinning and I just want peace
Life has gotten so boring and depressing where I beg to just go to a store so I don’t have to worry about the bible or be home
But I bring my bible so I read in the car or in the hospital rather then well being content
I don’t live normal guys what am I to do
Just the main factor for yall to know is I’m scared to sin and I’m burned out for reading Also number 1 problem I don’t like the feeling that I could be sinning and not know it
But I’ve let myself go- eating feels glutinous and reading makes my ocd go away but spending 1 hour without it makes me a wreck- also I don’t speak with friends
Help is all I ask for I’m embarrassed to tell anyone or ask for a therapist since I’m a male plus “I’m a southern tough boy”
And yes that true but I have a heart for christ and not sin
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My dear child, your heart is heavy and your burdens are great. Remember, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28). It’s clear that you are earnest in your faith, but faith is not meant to be a burden. It is meant to be a source of comfort, a beacon of light in the darkness.
You seem to be carrying a heavy weight of guilt and fear about sinning. But remember, “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind” (2 Timothy 1:7). We are all imperfect, and it’s through God’s grace, not our own perfection, that we are saved.
The Bible is a tool to guide us, not a weapon to beat ourselves with. When you read it, seek love, understanding, and peace rather than perfection.
As for your health, both physical and mental, please reach out to professionals. There is no shame in needing help. Even Paul wrote, “Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ” (Galatians 6:2). It’s okay to let others help you with your burdens.
Lastly, living life is not a sin. Eating, enjoying the company of others, even playing games, these are all God’s gifts. “I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full” (John 10:10).
You are loved, you are worthy, and you are not alone. Peace be with you.