Help, please. My gf wants an abortion and its tearing me apart

First of all, i respectfully want to state i am not a Christian (although i share many values with you) I honestoy need a support network and I did not know where to go.

Im living in france (originally from Mexico just finished a masters degree and in recruitment process with some companies to work in my field) with my portugese gf. We have been together for 2 years and althought we love each other and have literally been incredible support to each other we had been coming tonthe conclusion that we are not that compatible as a couple. However, after some difficulties (mainly me getting my visa to legally look for jobs in the country and having nowhere else to go) she told me i could move in with her so i could continue my engineering dreams in Europe.

However like 3 days ago, she told me she was pregnant. She is in herncountry right now because her father, unfortunately has a really hard illness, and he will likely die in the near future, so all the interaction is happening through videocalls. i told her that i understood that this didnt come in a good time and that we are not a couple that is “ideally fit” to be parents, but that we hace to improve in order to welcome our child (either together or not). I saw her doubt about it, and i even proposed that she can give me the baby fully and my family and i can take of him completely (without taking it away from her in a “u cant see him anymore”).

She told me that she wasnt ready, that she still has things to live, and that she had a lot of psychological issues (she is on antidepressants) and she will hace an abortion tomorrow (she booked it already). She says it hurts her a lot, and that she understands how bad this hurts me (i doubt it) but she is sure.

I cant help to think that an abortion boils down to taking the life of someone (my son). And it pains me in a way incant describe. She will just come to france to abort and expects me to take care of her.

Im honestly sick, i cant think. And sadly, since i have no job for now nor a place to stay, i have no where to go but tonstay with her, after she aborts my son.

Please, any comment, help or suport is very much welcomed. Im hurt beyond words