Honor your father and your mother

I need help. (Advice)

My relationship with my parents are really complex and different.

To sum up, I’m 18M, being with my family makes me mentally and even sometimes physically sick. Today I told them everything, to my dad, I was full of anger, to my mom, I was sad and more calmed. But I told them I really didn’t want to know much about them, my peacefulness disappears every time I’m with them, there are lots of discussion and I feel like garbage.

I told them, I want to keep distance with them, I love them, and they love me, so it hurts. But I think I’m better without them, and they without me.

I pray that God makes me discern on what’s the right decision, because right now I just need to heal and nurture myself alone. May God help me.