I am confused on my faith and need clarity

Hello guys. I am currently in need of someone HIGHLY educated on the Christian faith, because I have questions that are yet to be answered. I have had faith for my whole life as far as I can remember. But the more I argued and defended my faith the harder it got to defend.

If you consider yourself to be highly educated on the Bible, and are willing to answer any question please shoot me a dm. I will not attack and I will be respectful. I am only in need of more knowledge.

Thank you very much.