I believe in God, but don’t seem to care for the religion

I grew up at church, but never really seemed to care much for the religion. And I’ve tried to follow God, but after a while, I don’t see the point? I’m not sure if I’m explaining myself right but… I feel like when no one knows about me following God, I’m perfectly fine, but the second I start going to church, or talking to other Christians, I fall out with him very quickly. Could I get any advice as to why this is happening? I’ve tried going to different churches, but honestly, all it does is burn me out from going somewhere new (Especially by myself)