I can’t understand God’s voice anymore

God’s voice (for me) has always been a strange mix between a subconscious thought and a gut feeling. i really can’t describe it. Like just a general influence that both effects my mind and body. Sometimes its more clear in my mind when He wants me to do something specific, or just a general feeling or urge when its something more vague.

For the past week or so I’ve been having trouble hearing God’s voice and direction. I used to hear Him clearly all the time, but i dont anymore. It’s not that His voice isn’t there, but it’s like He’s muffled. Like I’m trying to hear Him through a wall or something? I feel a near constant and sometimes heavy sense of conviction (I know some of you are going to say that this isn’t God convicting me. Yes, it is. This is one of the very few things I’m certain of. For me personally, He has a distinct type of conviction which i can differentiate from others. It’s Him.) and it just won’t go away. It’s like, i know I’m going against Him somehow, but i dont know how. Like, I’ll just be sitting around the house and I’ll feel an urge to do something… but I don’t know what. and any time i try to engage in an activity the conviction gets worse, like “Hey thats not what i told you to do.” I feel like a blind man in a dark room, poking and prodding for an answer but can’t find it. Another example: yesterday. The whole day, from the moment i opened my eyes through nearly the whole day i was feeling Him speak to me but had NO IDEA what He wanted me to do. It was like a vague blur. I picked up the Bible and started reading cuz i didn’t know what else to do and i feel like i was being convicted WORSE. I was reading through romans and just felt like i couldn’t really focus. I got to romans 12:2 where it talks about how people can tell what God’s will is but its like… I’ve been asking Him and praying all day and I still don’t know what He’s saying??? It’s getting worse and worse and i don’t know what to do. It’s one thing if He were to stop talking to me but another if i can hear Him but can’t figure out what He’s saying!

Looking for advice and prayers please.