I feel I’ve lost my way

Genuinely been dealing with some issues after getting kicked out of a growth group I was apart of at some local mega church they got offended due to me asking questions about where the money is going towards. And I just been praying or isolating to myself again. I just feel I’m not good at socializing because every time I do Christians get offended by my questions, or get mad when I won’t tell every single detail of my life when I’m just not ready to speak my peace since I’m processing. I just wish San Diego had actual churches that can handle people who came from trauma or are dealing with depression, but instead it’s just very surface level. Maybe I’m not good for community. I don’t know I just feel alone in all of this