i feel like idk what i’m doing

for context, i was raised in a household where we were ‘christian’ but didn’t act on it if that makes sense? my mum always tells everyone we are christians but she’s the same type to criticise church practises. i am a christian (still living with my parents) and i feel so disconnected from my faith.

i used to go to a christian youth group when i was younger and i used to sing in church occasionally but i have just completely lost my faith recently. i want to become a ‘better’ christian but i feel like i don’t understand anything or have anyone to help me.

please give me some small steps to help me reconnect 🙂

(i can give extra info if needed to support me)