I keep betraying God

Is there a point where God gives up and stops forgiving? I foolishly admit that I take advantage of his forgiving by continuing to turn to occult practices (tarot cards) after repeatedly hearing him telling me to stop. To take up my cross and follow his ways. This has been ongoing for months. I have a come to Jesus moment where I promise to stop and then impulsively use the cards again

After tonight I’m going to really commit to him. I’m worried it’s too late though