I like girls,am I in the wrong?

I’m Teen(F) is a very “Christian” person. I feel like I have a good relationship with God. Some people would think God isn’t real but I feel powerful through Christ. My attractions are women though. I see myself being with a woman,I feel that connection with women and I have a vision for the woman I’ll be in the future. I know God is protecting me. But how? How can I have a connection with God being a “homosexual” I wouldn’t consider myself in the lgbtq community just a girl who like girls and find that connection with them. My dreams are always about God I breathe and live through God. He would punish the people who hurt me giving me warnings to them before he does it through dreams. My dreams would call me powerful and I have visions and things that’s abnormal for humans & things before it happens. Give me confirmations to “Ask and I’ll receive”. And one dream was me being ashamed of liking girls,Jesus was comforting me(I can’t describe him,I don’t remember). Idk what that actually means but I feel like I’m on the right track. And don’t consider myself a Christian at all. Just a girl in a healthy relationship with God regarding my sexuality. When I see everyone living life,being a woman and a man having kids,I would feel empty. I love straight couples but seeing them have something I can’t just disappoint me..and I can’t feel no attraction to men whatsoever. I don’t know why. Why me?( when answering please don’t be rude or give me no sources just speak directly. Don’t degrade me or say anything offensive that’s not the way of Christ. DMS OPEN. Because I’m actually confused on my purpose.)