I need a spiritual awakening

I see so many stories of people who say they were straight up non believers even atheist or satanist who on one random day had a spiritual encounter that changed everything for them and now they’re hardcore believers. i need to have a spiritual encounter with the lord. I struggle so much with believing and find myself sometimes questioning if any of it is real. I don’t like thinking this way. I want to be woken up so much that I’m as on fire for the lord as the people I’ve witnessed. Is there anything i can do to increase my chances of having one? I read the Bible but still feel some slight disconnection. I want to 100% believe in the faith with no doubt in my heart. I want to be changed.