I want to be Christian and I feel like it’s calling to me in a way, but some of my morals conflict with things in the Bible, and I don’t know how to get past that.

I grew up with a scientist mom and astrophysicist dad who are both atheists, so I grew up being an atheist as well. I feel so at peace when I am with god and at church, but there are things in my head that I can’t make sense of, even though I really want to. For example, in the Bible there is a lot of murder and violence that is condoned by god, I don’t know how he could be all kind and all powerful at the same time, why we have to worship him in order to be saved from eternal hell, how an all kind god could create an eternal hell, and how if he was all powerful then why did he have to sacrifice his son in order for us to be saved. I don’t mean to offend anyone with this post, I am genuinely asking for some people to help me understand. I feel so alone, and when I am with god I feel less alone.