I’m (24m) a Christian who constantly backslides

I (24m) became a Christian 2-3 years ago. I became one after a breakup with my ex (she broke up with me because I constantly drank alcohol, she did the right thing) and after going through that, I still drank and smoked even though I got baptized. Throughout my Christian walk, it was a constant battle of trying to quit weed and alcohol and sexual immorality but I just kept falling into those sins. I quit alcohol for a year and a few months, but during that process weed and sexual immorality was still present. I ended up falling back into alcohol last January and I’ve been a few days sober from it as of now.

I have a hard time crucifying my flesh and I fully understand that if I continue then I’ll go to hell. This has been rough for me. I became more spiritual in praying and reading the word however I continue to fall into these sins. I go to church & everything in last service I was actually drunk (go read my last post)

This has been a burden on me. I don’t have any friends, I do have one brother that loves me so I talk to him here and there but he doesn’t have all the answers.