I’m completely lost

I’m trying to find god and I have no idea where to start. As of recently which this may sound dumb, but I’ve just felt something pulling me towards god. I’m not really religious nor surrounded by people who are but for some reason I can’t stop just getting god out of my head. I don’t really have anyone to ask or know where to even begin on the journey. I’m aware there’s multiple bibles in terms or writing and different sections of church that I just don’t understand. I don’t know what’s for me or what I’ll like best but I just feel that I’m being drawn to it. I feel as there’s a lot of hate in my heart for some reason especially as of lately and I’m tired of living like that. I just need help and I don’t know where else to ask to where I won’t feel stupid I guess.