I’m scared to die and pass on.

The fact that I won’t be here anymore is actually scaring me. I don’t want my life to end. I don’t want to go to Hell either. Me going to Heaven is clearly more scary to me. I want to keep living. I want to stay here on Earth, on Reddit with all of you. I don’t want to die. And I’m more scared that I’m doing more harm to myself spiritually than doing good to myself spiritually.