I’ve decided to become a Buddhist.

I’ve been dealing with a slow decline in my faith for a while. I’ve been a Christian my whole life, but I can’t do it anymore. I don’t feel or sense anything. All the hardships I’ve gone through and God hasn’t answered at all. I’ve prayed so much, I’ve devoted so much. Why does he not answer me at all? I’ve looked at things through many different viewpoints and there’s nothing there for me anymore. It’s nothing but silence. I want something to explore for myself and a peaceful route into the rest of my life. I need something that can bring me real growth and joy. I want to harness the massive weight on my shoulders to enlightenment. I respect all that the Bible has given me in my life, but it’s time to go.