Ive found my faith in christ

I would like to start out with saying i used to be a hellenistic pagan i had an altar for my greek gods and all but one day i was showering as one does and suddenly i felt the urge to confess my sins i dropped to my knees and just spoke my heart i confessed everything god the holy father already knows i confessed until my words ran out and i felt happy and filled the greek gods never gave me anything but theyre presence to me and god showed his love to me truly showed his love i have fell in and out of christianity and my faith in god but now i truly feel it in my heart i truly love and have faith in the father

I continued debating if i wanted to have faith in the father until tonight i heard gods voice. Something ive never heard in all of my times of christianity i layed down put my head on a pillow and i put my cross on my chest i layed there and prayed to the father i continue’d and i said everything i had in my heart even tho the father already knows becuase i wanted to have him hear it from me i felt it was right too and at the end of my prayer i decided even tho it felt selfish i asked god to reveal his voice to me i asked him to let me hear him and i layed there in complete silence still and quiet holding my cross to my chest and i thought i heard my internal thoughts say “i am with you” to me it felt like it was only my brain saying it and so i didnt answer i waited 10ish more minutes and i asked him again to reveal his voice to me that same internal thought that was barely hearable at the brink of silence say again “i am with you” and it continued to echo internally until i sat up and there and then is when i knew it was the voice of god speaking to me internally it made me emotional and i felt comforted and connected to the father that was something i had been searching for a long long time and all i had to do was listen and god revealed himself to me and i am so ever thankful for it