Just a post for those going through something similar.

We know God loves us because His Word says so.
There will be times when you feel like God isn’t there — when you don’t feel His presence at all. That feeling can last for weeks, months, or even years. But understand this: Job suffered deeply. He lost everything — his health, his family, his wealth — yet even in his immense pain, he still praised God.

Job couldn’t even sit down because of his sores, but he kept his faith. And after all that, God blessed him with far more than he had before — triple, even.

So, what’s the point?
It’s this: so that God may have the glory.

“So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.”
— 1 Corinthians 10:31

It may look bad now, but your end will always be greater than your beginning. Look at Jesus — at first, it looked hopeless when He was crucified. But His end was greater because He rose again.

So, have hope that your end — no matter how long it takes — will be greater than your start.
In these times of doubt and worry, learn to be grateful and rejoice even in your suffering, because God never wastes pain. He uses it for your good.

Trust me — you will grow, you will learn, and you will come out stronger.
God never abandoned you. He never moved.