Life feels like prank if god is real,

It’s just sad how I’m forced to exist and live in a world full of suffering when it could have been someone else and I wouldn’t have even missed this experience, And at the end of it all, I might end up in hell because I didn’t believe in the right god and thank him for my miserable life, i just dont get how people dont see it that way and they tell me that i should be thankful for my life but existence itself is a curse