Listening to music

I’m a proud member of a Baptist church, if you listen to a lot music it’s not really Christian. My favorite genre was rap being young. Talks about, money, drugs, killing and women being disrespectful to. Never thought I would be saying it but would you rap these in front of God? But we are he see all.

I’m not condemning anyone who listen to rap it’s whoever choice and maybe I’m wrong.

So I listen to a lot of country but it mention women and lot of drinking however I do not drink and I wouldn’t again be sexual unless married. I changed.

However rocknroll is crazy as rap and country

Maybe I got religious issues and I’m thinking overthinking but yes definitely there suitable music however a lot is not.

Anyone guide me reached out my pastor already music is one my favorite things

God Bless you all