My life is going down hill and the only thing that has stopped me from ending it sooner was fear of hell

Just as the title says.

When my parents found out I wanted to end it, they fumed. They yelled at me for “wanting to sully our families name”. Long story short:

1. No one would miss me
2. Life will go on even when I’m gone
3. Suicide is a one way ticket to hell
4. God will never comfort me if I do it

I deluded myself into thinking as time went on that things would get better. Things a more only getting worse.