Tired of praying for a husband

I looking for words of comfort. Exactly what the tittle says I’m 40 and emotionally tired of praying for a husband. It’s hard being alone I know the lord is with me always and I take comfort in that but when it comes to worldly things I am totally alone. I have no luck when it comes to dating I’ve been deceived by men who pose as Christians so many times. I’ve tried and tried and nothing ever works out. I have prayed for God to take the desire of marriage out of my heart if I’m not meant to get married. I don’t understand why something so simple for other people is so difficult for me. Everything I want in life I feel like I have to work so hard to get while it’s handed to most people without them even trying. I’m a kind human with a sense of humor and have a good heart. Also I know I’m not ugly because men lust over me all the time however none of them ever take the time to get to know my heart. I’d really appreciate any words of comfort, prayers and advice. I just don’t want to end up alone I want a husband I can enjoy life with and be there for each other mentally, emotionally and physically.

PS please excuse my username I had made this as a throughaway account. Just picked something random that wasn’t taken.