What is this feeling?

I’m 20 years old and was raised in a christian family. I believed in God but did not take my faith seriously until 10 months ago. I’ve been praying and reading the Bible from then on.

I feel stuck, don’t know how to explain it but everything feels still like nothing feels real. The things I loved doing just doesn’t make me happy anymore.

When I’m happy to be going to church to on Sundays to listen to preaching. Everyone would be rejoicing with joy and happiness as a result of worshipping and praising God.

But for me, I feel empty. I would do things to keep me distracted like helping and talking to others as to spread love as Jesus would but that feeling will just stick to me.

I would pray to God asking what this feeling is, asking if it was a result of something I’m doing wrong on this journey.

This feeling not a major concern but it always leaves an empty void in me. There’s so much yet complex details I can say about this feeling but they’re all tangled up so it’s hard for me to simplify.

I’m just wondering if anyone knows what this feeling is and what must be done to get rid of it . Please point out what it is I am doing wrong.

I trust my life in God’s hand, I just hope I moving closer to him and not further away than I was before.