What’s the unforgivable sin? (Long Post)

I (17M) have anxiety so please bear with me 🙏

I’ve broken all the 10 commandments before

1- You shall have no other Gods before me. I’ve put things in my life before God. Heck, today some people in a book were described as “gods” metaphorically and I briefly thought “could they actually be gods?” But afterwards I asked God to get the thoughts out of my head and did the Sign Of The Cross

2- You shall not make idols. I don’t remember worshipping an idol but since I’ve sinned before maybe I’ve broken this commandment in a way I haven’t known about yet

3- You shall not take the name of the LORD your God in vain- I’ve said God*****t before so yeah I’ve broken this one

4- Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy- I work on Sundays (will stop next Sunday (not tmrw))

5- Honor your father and your mother- I’ve yelled and said horrible things to them

6- You shall not murder- Obviously never in real life but in video games and stuff plenty of times

7- You shall not commit adultery- If you’ve read my recent posts I’ve struggled with p0rn

8- You shall not steal- I’ve not burgled or anything but I have stolen stuff even if it’s minuscule like candy from a jar in my house

9- You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor- I’ve lied before, it was really bad a few years before

10- You shall not covet- I’ve been jealous of plenty of things I see and was very materialistic in my youth for toys, etc. that other kids had

I’m really worried that I might have committed the unforgivable sin and what it is seems very ambiguous. Any help would be appreciated

EDIT: after finding about what the unforgivable sin is (attributing God’s works to s**an) I can’t stop have thoughts about doing it for some reason? I know this isn’t my true self (I have lots of intrusive thoughts like this) and I’ve never said thanks to the devil and never will. What’s happening?