A hopefully Godly relationship.

I’m not entirely sure how to word this prayer request without sounding stupid or naïve. Simply put, I have the meanest crush I’ve had in a long time on a girl I’ve been told a lot about. I know enough about her that everything is promising, but I’m uncertain about her spiritual state. I was told there’s “a good chance” she’s Christian, and I know for a fact that she’s traditionally minded. But the thing is, traditional isn’t good enough. Only Christ is. I don’t expect her to be a saint, though, and it would be unfair of me if I did; I don’t even go to Church and my prayer life is abysmal. All I need is for her to be willing and able to walk and grow with Christ alongside me, wherever her place is on the Narrow Path.

A lot of my hope is poured into this, as childish as it is. I very strongly desire that this girl be in the right place for a Christian relationship. I’ve been alone for so long with no real friends, and I’ve been working on myself throughout that time. I hope that this can bring me a good and Holy thing to fight for. I’ve had no accountability partners for a long time, which means that I’ve had nobody to keep me in check as a person. I go too far when left to my own devices, and this can give me a reason to keep going beyond myself. Obviously I have no issues doing things my way, which is exactly why I want a girl like her to come along and help me to be less full of myself. I digress; thank you for reading.