Help

Sometimes I wonder if I am praying correctly. Sometimes I wonder if God answers our prayers. Sometimes I wonder if it’s all worth it. Sometimes things are so hard financially I wonder if I can even go on. Sometimes things are so hard with loved ones health issues that I wonder if I can go on. Sometimes I get tired of being the strong one. The reliable one. The working one. I am having the most difficult year of my life financially and health wise and I don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. Can anyone please help me pray for things to turn around in my life? I am on the verge of being evicted and my car keeps breaking down. I can no longer afford to get it fixed or even to pay my monthly bills. I am 60 years old and have had to use up every bit of my retirement as well as borrow from relatives. My son is coming home from college and I can barely afford food for the holidays. Much less a tree or gifts. I just feel like I’m at the end of my rope and there is no Hope. I have been praying for months for some sort of help or a sign to make a drastic change in my life but am wondering if I am doing something wrong or if there is a better way that I should be praying I realize that God does things in his own time but I’m worried that it will be too late. I’m not sure I can take much more.