I was flung out of my chair

I posted yesterday on this subreddit for prayers pertaining to my OCD. Sadly it has still been absolutely horrible, I ask all of you to please continue praying for me, today has been truly at least what feels like one of the worst days of my life. Constant fear of believing nothing is real and that I’m in a simulation has been plaguing my mind all day. Earlier when I decided to crawl out of bed after a day of loathing and dread to get myself dinner, I bring my Bible with me too, to read out on the porch and eat and as soon as I sit down my chair buckles underneath me one of the legs snapping in half completely causing food to splatter all over myself. I can’t seem to even have a good dinner, idk whether that was God sending me a sign or if that was a demonic force. It just felt like being kicked while I was already down.