Mental Illness has gotten so severe I can’t feel what’s real and what’s fake anymore. Need divine help…

I have severe anxiety, depression, and OCD. The extreme was of the distress has made me a little delusional. I don’t really know what my feelings and emotions mean anymore and what I should do about them.. I’m so confused. My doctors are saying I should be hospitalized but I can’t tell for myself what plan of action could actually help. I can’t even hold the plan and Prosecco in myself to anchor and comfort myself.

I’m beyond my breaking point and my mom is also distraught as well watching me suffer. I’m requesting that you please pray for the both of us. I want to be able to be helpful again, or at least well enough that my mom doesn’t have to worry and put up with me so much. I need to feel more in control.

Thank you, I appreciate it to whoever reads this.