please help this mama

Please send a prayer as I just can’t seem to find the faith. I’m struggling finding diapers for my babies until a diaper bank on the 26th. Food is scarce. I have been denied government assistance because my income is barely over the limit. I work so HARD & deliver food on the weekends. I visit food pantries daily ( mostly expired food) just to help. I am overwhelmed. I just want a hot meal. I just want to cry. I need a prayer or a hug at this point. Will this end?