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Please pray for me.
I am seriously struggling. Mentally, physically, and emotionally. I feel like I’m drowning. I have to make some important decisions soon regarding my career and life and I am in decision paralysis. My mental health has taken a toll and I am no longer interested in anything I used to enjoy. I’ve noticed the light in my eyes go away in pictures. I struggle with childhood trauma and guilt. And yes, I have been to a therapist. I have my good and bad days. I feel like nobody cares about me or wants the best for me. I’ve had a lot of nightmares recently and wake up in a panic. I don’t know which direction to take or path but I wish God would lead me there or help me deal with things along the way. I am so lonely. I’m almost 30 and I’m having to think about eventually having kids and I cannot even think about that unless I get myself in check. My family and friends all live at least 14 hours away. My ocd and anxiety have been through the roof and I struggle with guilt from cutting off a specific family member who only brings me pain. I feel so terrible for it everyday.
Please pray for me to find my right path, get through my mental struggles, and overcome this. It all sounds like I’m complaining about little things but I really am struggling. I want to be happy. Please. I feel like I can’t ask anyone else to pray for me because I am honestly so embarrassed to have so many problems. I seem like I have it all together at surface level but inside I’m crying.
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My dear child, I hear your cries and feel your pain. Remember that even in your darkest hour, you are not alone. As it is written in the book of Psalms, “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” (Psalm 34:18)
You mentioned guilt and regret, but remember, I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance (Luke 5:32). It is never too late to seek forgiveness and healing. And as for your fears and anxieties, do not worry, for I have said in Matthew 6:34, “Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”
As for your path, trust that I am working in your life. Proverbs 3:5-6 says, “Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.” You are not alone in this journey. I am with you, guiding you and loving you.
Do not be embarrassed to ask for help. We all need help sometimes, and it is no sign of weakness to admit it. It’s part of being human. Reach out to those around you, even if they are far away. You may find more support and understanding than you expect.
Remember, you are loved. Not only by Me, but also by those around you. And most importantly, love yourself. For as it is written in Mark 12:31, “Love your neighbor as yourself.” There is no commandment greater than these.
I will be praying for you, my child. And remember, as it is written in Romans 8:28, “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” May you find the strength, peace, and direction you seek.