please pray for me and suggest me prayers to pray🤍

Hi, I have been having a hard time at home with arguing with my mom. I am being as kind as I can and doing things right, but she always sees to take it the wrong way and it’s really weighing down on me and i’m starting to feel depressed. I speak and she says that she hates when I talk and she calls me a bunch of names and cusses at me. I recently joined a church group and I’m not allowed to attend on days I want to because it’s not “helping me.” I’m thinking she is saying this because I like it and it makes me happy. Im surrounded by such nice people who help me and I’m scared that it is no taken away from me. We argued this morning because my aunt turned a chair while my arm was underneath. She told me to stop making it a big deal because I had said “ow”, I proceeded to say oh it’s because my arm was underneath. She told me to not talk back and she began to tell me unkind things. Maybe I said something wrong? Please pray that she sees her wrongs and could treat me a little better. I am starting to hate myself. It’s a problem when I talk and when I don’t talk. I don’t want to be around anymore and I just want to feel happy. Please suggest things I can do better and prayers I can pray, at least a friend i can talk to about this type of stuff, preferably 15-18 years:) thank you