Please pray for my spirit

I don’t want to complain because I feel my problems aren’t as big as others here, but life has been beating me down so hard.

Nothing is going right. I haven’t had a day without crying in months. I’ve prayed so hard for things to ease up and life to get better but it just gets worse. I’m so sad it feels like I can’t claw my way up out of a pit.

I’m at the point where I took off my cross I don’t want to go to church I don’t want to pray because I’m ignored – but I also know this is wrong and don’t want to lose faith.

Can you just say a little prayer for me that I can accept things as they are without explanation and not be mad with God?

Thank you all so much.