Prayer Request for my well being

Today, I thank the lord I had enough to eat, enough to be inside a store and be warm.

I am requesting prayers for a miracle. I live in my car, I was able to stay warm in it for a year, I was blessed that it was working, I had to use it so that I can visit my son, to work as a delivery driver because I lost my job and unable to find work in my career field, to get to my doctor while I still had insurance. This year, I lost my insurance, 2 weeks ago, my car started to go little by little, I was still able to turn the car on with heat, I thank God for the miracles where I was given enough to eat and stay warm since my car was starting to go. 2 days ago, my car was done. I don’t have enough to fix it. Still a roof over my head but it’s cold out, I do have blankets. I just want this car to somehow miraculously start and have the issues go away. I feel alone, stranded in the rain.

I need a miracle Lord. I applied to so many jobs, I did my part, I am fighting homelessness, I did what the right things were, I never did drugs, I learned college was the thing, I graduated and did that, I never harmed anyone, I always did what was right. I know there’s supposed to be a path for me, I know you won’t let me go through this if I can’t handle it, it’s been a year, now I’m at the dead end. I pray to you everyday, I kneel to you, I do everything you tell me to, the right, to look away when it’s not right, I’m trying to be strong for you Lord, but I’m beaten, starved, alone, and sick. Please forgive me Lord for whatever I’ve done. I just want to be able to see my son.

I’m sorry Lord. Please I’ll do what it takes, I just want to work again and earn, I need help to get up. Please Lord help me.