Prayers

I use to be 340 pounds back in middle school lost all my weight and got down to 235 and then stayed around 255-265 for bodybuilding and then my mother passed away 4 years ago and I’m back up to 325 pounds, started slimfast today because that’s what I did to lose the weight the first time I am gonna focus on still building muscle but I know it’s hard to do both at the same time, I think I’m gonna solely focus on getting this weight off while upping my protein and adding carbs in alittle as I start to lose weight. I don’t know why I’m posting this. Maybe it’s for accountability. But wish me luck as I do this. I wanna be skinny and swole again. I missed how people looked at me differently even treated me differently. Just keep me in your thoughts and prayers I know there are more other serious prayer request and just need help during a tough time because food is so good yet I’m not happy when I see myself everyday. Thank you. God Bless.