Betrayed by a family member

I’m trying to stay grounded but my nervous system is deeply struggling. I am autistic and this has made me feel physically ill and unable to function. I never thought in a million years this would happen. I feel like God doesn’t hear me and I’m incredibly distressed. I’ve prayed to Jesus but the trauma is so bad I don’t feel Him with me. My therapist is helping me but I need God. I don’t feel safe or know what the future holds for me. The person who did this is so buried in unprocessed trauma and pain that they are lashing out in abuse and not acting logically. They are not able to see my pain, and I can’t speak to them.

I would really appreciate prayers for clarity in what to do, stability and grounding, peace, and that I can keep making wise, calm choices. Whatever God’s will is. If you do pray, please only pray with good and pure intent for me and this person. Thank you and God bless.