bf & car crash

hello to anyone who decides to read this

i have been struggling to stay committed to my faith for a while now & have been thinking about it every now & then. my boyfriend of a little over a year has lost his faith since i met him and believes that he is not worthy of anything good in life. i failed to change that as i failed to change myself.

tonight he got into a really bad car accident by himself hitting a tree that he could have died. he was drunk and i have been trying to talk to him for a while now about his excessive drinking on fridays after he gets off work. he has not listened and i fear it had to lead to this to be his wakeup call. i am thankful that he is alive however i am worrisome of the future i had in my head for us. i pray that God allows me to help him through this and if at the end, nothing gets better and i cannot help myself or him, that God will separate me from this person with clear signs.

i know this man loves me and cares for me and provides for me but i dont know what to do. i graduate nursing school in 19 days. i had so much in my head planned for us and now everything is blurry. i fear this will take over my mind and hinder me from passing my state licensure to become a nurse and i will fall back into a depression that i entered once before. i just want him to be okay and have a good life for himself but i cant help him no matter what i say and i just idk anymore