I am curious about christianity

Hello, i hope everyone here is doing good. I am a F16, and i am muslim and living in a muslim country.I always had a connection with god, so obviously i became religious very young and i am very happy about just religion not just islam.I am from an open family which helped me to explore and practice religion as my own. I am also became detached from like materialistic things…The only things that make me happy is reading, my family, my cat, art , learning about new things and GOD… The problem is that recently, i have been questioning some things about my faith and also muslims. The fact that the prohete had 13 wifes and concubines, aml the terrorism etc…But i think the worst thing is the idea of heaven…In christianity (from what i heard, and correct me if i am wrong please), its a place where you are close to god, you can explore, see your loved ones, and be in peace which i find is the meaning of heaven But in islam, its a place with alcohol, 72 virgin womens for muslim mens, you wont have to pray for god…which seems for me, a twisted image of heaven The second thing which made me question my faith is muslim mens…from all the preachers i saw, the main subject is women and how they dress, and making womens evil…there was even one preacher who blamed a girl when her dad r$ped her, saying she shouldnt stay alone even with her own family, and that mens have too much temptation…and another one even said that girl should dress modestly from a young age to “get used to”, talking about A 3 YEARS OLD GIRL… Also the fact that man can have sex slaves and have intercourse with them.. And also it like everything i do is forbidden… Like i love to read about like the 19th century love books, or science fiction books…but some sheikhs says its forbiddzn since its just a waist of time And i started to fall into kind of a burnout…i want to be good for god..but as a muslim women i feel like i wont be enough, when i dont ask about alcohol or sex…i plan on staying clean because i want marriage, i always prefer modest clothes…the only thing i ask is keeping my passions, being able to help people, and feel in peace with god…but in my religion it seems impossible But then, is started to get interested in christians and literally i just want to tell you, im proud of all of you…when i see mans in this subreddit asking for advivce to stop looking at womens when in my religion, the women will be shamed When i see you talking and giving each other advices, talking about your Journey…because in the religion i am, it feels more about shaming each other and yelling at each other like the preachers do I know i wrote a lot, and i am sorry, but literaly i have an admiration to you christians and how you feel like family And all i am asking is just to introduce me to your religion, i can’t convert since there isnt a church near my home…but i just want to know where to start and i want you to give me the principle of your religion I found this bible online https://csbible.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/CSB_Pew_Bible_2nd_Printing.pdf And i want to know it it good to follow and where to start reading it Have a good day everyone, bye❤️