I’m turning my life over to Jesus completely

So i grew up Christian got saved when i was 8 then we stoped going to church due to a preacher we were not found of and then later covid so on . But as I’ve gotten older my relationship and walk with Jesus had been bumpy and honestly sad , i turned away i lived for the flesh but still tried to walk with him , i wasn’t committed i wasn’t doing my best and i always felt a massive weight of guilt … i lied , lusted , spoke unforgiving, ect . I’ve recently been struggling as I’m in stressful times with mental and physical things . But I’ve been praying and begging to Jesus as well as cutting ties with my old sins and habits ( those i am not proud of but will admit with little to no shame ) and this morning i was rlly struggling i was begging him to help me and he calmed me but i still didn’t have strength ( what ive been praying for but not the reason im turning ) and i felt something extremely heavy on my heart …. And i started looking things up yk asking god why it feels like he isn’t listening but i know he is here and i came across this post saying “ you need to get right with god “ and it stood out to me and thats when i knew i NEED to do that and i never did ( i said that out loud like i realized that in that moment ) so i got down and kneeled on the side of my bed arms on the bed hands / fingers interlocked ….. and i start praying and begging for forgiveness just for got to wash me of my sins to help me be reborn and walk with him , lean and love him , to fill my heart up with the ones i love and to focus on him i kept going my body and mouth knew exactly what to say , i prayed for those i hurt and those who I’ve wrongly talked about , words where flowing and i felt this strong feelings and suddenly tears started to fall , they kept going and i kept praying …. Its was beautiful . I’m serious about this . I don’t know where this journey is going to take me but I’m ready … I’m starting by trying to rid myself of any sins …. Not only the more common ones but gluttony, hate , anger , gossip/ talking about others , sloth ect . I know this will be hard but I’m putting my faith first and i hope this is the begging of me getting out of this season and into a better and happier one with god .